Exhale, brokenly.
Raise my hand, thumb-out, towards face
Open mouth, engulf
Feel ridges on pad of thumb
Teeth approach, jaws clench
Press together, try to meet
Jolt of pain, enough
Jaws go slack, the thumb released
Safe 'till you come back
Every single time
Try to bite my thumb clean off
When I think of you
Sweet dreams, my love, and may I slumber too
And hope that by some unimagined thread
My dreams and thoughts, my fantasies of you
Sneak out by night and slip into your head.
And may my thoughts strike bargains with your nerves
That you may feel my fingers tangle yours
My knees against your knees, my cheeks - your curves;
Let, one by one, my lips caress your sores
For several precious hours, let us laugh
At distances, at wisdom and at fate
For though they'll end up tearing us in half
I'll feel no grief if they're five minutes late
Let's dream together, in each-others' arms
And smiling in our sleep, ignore alarms.
When Peter, dearest, left this Earth
His soul to Heaven gone,
I asked mum what to do. She said,
You mourn, and you move on.
We buried Peter in a yard
Ten tomb-stones wide and long
And on his tomb-stone, mother wrote;
We mourn, and we move on
I cried that night, and then the next
But slowly, I grew strong
Remembering what mother said:
We mourn, and we move on
One night, I lay awake and thought
Of Peter, dead and gone;
I whispered, comforting myself,
"I mourned, and I moved on."
But not a minute passed before
I heard his eerie song;
A man rapped on my door and chimed,
"You mourned and you moved on!"
I asked, "Who is it?" "Pe
Every single drop that hits the pavement,
Crashes, bouncing, broken into mist
Hits upon a mem'ry of a moment,
Washed from time, in which your lips I kissed
Every second is a mile I've fallen
Further from the lives we might have shared
Hundreds, thousands, millions of our futures
Cut from time, not one among them spared.
Every image 'round me is your portrait
Every pair of eyes looks in your gaze
Every hopeful love hopes in your image
Beauty channels you in all displays
Every thought I have ends up returning
As I never can, to you, 'fore long
Every day begins and ends routinely
With a cold reminder that you're gone
Every time
My writer's block right now is fear
Fear of ideas, I have found
That, pleasant though they are to hear
Are at their centers quite unsound
That, as exciting as they are
The moment they are first conceived
Will seem less masterful by far
Once by another they're received
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I fear each time I reach inside
My bag of perfect-fitting rhyme
And run my fingers far and wide
And hum and smile to pass the time
That if my luck will let me lift
Some sorry line from out the sack
No matter how I shake and shift
The verse will ultimately lack.
***
I fear my every lofty goal
And every challenge that I set
Will lose its grip upon my soul
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Haggling With the Magic 8-Ball
Will I ever find love?
Outlook not so good.
Will I ever be happy?
My sources say no.
Are you always right?
Yes.
Was the preceding answer true?
Maybe.
So do you even have a clue?
Definitely.
So will I ever find love?
My sources say no.
Are your sources always right?
Maybe.
So, one last time: will I ever find love?
Yes.
Thank you.
The winter months, to me, have always been a curious matter. The cold isn't interesting, of course unhealthily slender, I've always been used to chill, though it would be a lie to suggest that I had any experience with the real, biting frosts of cracked-through ice and body-parts in buckets of boiling water. Nor would it be honest to say that that I find no wonder in the falling snow; quite the contrary, a good snow-fall is, often enough, your best bet for finding me whooping at the sky like an idiot, crystallized cold running down my shirt; yet I don't find the falling flakes intriguing so much as endearing. No, what has always mystif
I glanced out the window. Between the drop-curtains on its sides and below a third, half-closed specimen belonging to the window in question was a perfect rectangular escape route.
Outside the window was an architectural tragicomedy of a building. I could see only the roof, which on these kinds of buildings closely resembles the underside of a car, and something caught my eye among the various prismic bits and rafter-like bobs. On the roof stood a man. He wore a light blue business-shirt, a tie, and the rest of the appropriate costume of an office-worker. His presence four stories up and in direct contact with sky-line was decidedly wrong
Look at him
Standing there
Looking all happy
Doesn't know
Not a clue
He's doing crappy
Catch no words
That he speaks
Hollow our minds
Talk talk talk
Tock tick tock
As the wheel grinds
We're just sitting here
Losing our heads
Closing our eyes
Butterflies flitting here
Hitting the glass as we try to
Get out to the skies
Look at that beauty
The splatter effect
Applying for life but
The stamp says reject
Beats its wings uselessly
Beautifully bleeds
One last glance at the sun
Before it recedes
It's just hanging there
Losing its head
Closing its eyes
Nevermore flitting here
Slides off the glass as it tries to
Get o